Silly

"Love is what we are born with, Fear is what we have learned" -Marianne Williamson Fear, that is all there is to it. An all encompassing fear. Fear that the mind rules the heart more than it should. Fear of love that makes you cut pieces of yourself to fit their ideal, fear of never [...]

These feelings are hard to find!

We were on cusp of meeting the world, two lonely kids facing the sun with their shadows falling behind them Our different perspective warred with each other but also came together as a beautiful amalgamation of contradictory thoughts co-existing and nurturing each other. Never Imposing, Never cruel! I saw cosmos through his eyes, in its [...]

This Benign Sickness

I stumbled upon the sickness inside my head, Far from perfect, My flaws were ugly, They weren't physical but went deeper and marred my soul. Tendency to hurt break and leave came easy My inability to feel remorse My inability to hold on My inability to bond Got me worried sick Some part of me [...]

A Winter Fall-out

Nuclear ash. As far as my eyes can see, it is dawn of perpetual nuclear winter. I close the window before the cold gust of wind could bring the abominable particles inside. My bones feel weary and brittle, it was nothing but a miracle of sort to have lived this long. To be able to [...]

That Thing Called Hope

It was one of those winter days when sun is blindingly bright and the air has that crisp quality to it signifying change of yet another season. I was back home early from the school and my fifteen year old self was locked out of the house. My restless self couldn't sit on the porch [...]

Anathema

Believed in all the cliched stories Dreamed a stale version of you Made you out of my calm and peace Painted you with colors of my dreams Dressed you in fancy of my lies That conformed to all my vice Yet, Fate didn't listen to these wishes That I put forth in the dark of [...]

Carving Love

Sweet darling, You don't smile, Your eyes don't shine So let me carve a smile On that forlorn profile It will pain, darling But I won't let the wound fester I will make a clean incision rippingĀ  through the tissue and if the pain is unbearable I'll fucking kiss you Darling, I'll be careful I [...]