Notes and Wildflowers 

I walk the dusty roads, the air has this chill, this spice and this intangible love all around me. The old trees bowing, rustling in an old tongue telling me to find as much meaning I can from this world that makes no sense. The sky is an angry shade of grey, the gods preparing [...]

Placebo

I had this annoying habit I hate pills and getting sick is easy for me so, I would collect them when no one was looking  make a runny paste  and then give it to the trees I was a druid in my head healing trees and plants  I probably killed all the house plants  I [...]

You

Maybe you shouldn't have taught me How to wait for an eternity for something good to come along Maybe you should see me before this world ends Maybe you should not have held my hand and told me to wait with you a little longer Through the stormy skies and starry nights Should not have [...]

Breathe

Look, I am running again In an endless loop of night and day All of this makes me anxious So I'm running again Chasing a melody That reminds me of places I have only been in my dreams Of nostalgia and imagined peace Again, I go through the motions Follow the pattern Call it a [...]

Fever Dream

She was his fever dream, his ruination, his damnation, his Annalise. He stole her in the night, held her captive in his ivory tower. After all, she was his little star and he wanted to spend all his eternity with her. With her aquamarine eyes, her cheeks glowing a delightful shade of pink, her lips [...]

Mary and Max

In new city, homesick, lost and absolutely closed off and shy, I started spending way too much time in the library. I would read, doze off or just browse internet, to say I was lonely is an understatement, I was hopelessly forlorn. Similar to Mary and Max, I made a very aged yet intellectual friend. [...]

Silly

"Love is what we are born with, Fear is what we have learned" -Marianne Williamson Fear, that is all there is to it. An all encompassing fear. Fear that the mind rules the heart more than it should. Fear of love that makes you cut pieces of yourself to fit their ideal, fear of never [...]

These feelings are hard to find!

We were on cusp of meeting the world, two lonely kids facing the sun with their shadows falling behind them Our different perspective warred with each other but also came together as a beautiful amalgamation of contradictory thoughts co-existing and nurturing each other. Never Imposing, Never cruel! I saw cosmos through his eyes, in its [...]

This Benign Sickness

I stumbled upon the sickness inside my head, Far from perfect, My flaws were ugly, They weren't physical but went deeper and marred my soul. Tendency to hurt break and leave came easy My inability to feel remorse My inability to hold on My inability to bond Got me worried sick Some part of me [...]